This is who I am
Painting from a MUSEA Class
What Painting Class or Training is the artwork from?
Artefact
What year was this painted?
2020
What medium is this painted on (i.e. Acrylic on Canvas, Acrylic on Watercolor, Watercolor, etc)
Acrylic on canvas
Share with us the STORY of you painting to give context to the work and what it means to you! This can be a poem or a few paragraphs
The painting process of Artefact got me hooked forever to Intentional Creativity painting as my form of artistic self-expression, self-healing, self-discovery, self-design. Because of a very hot summer and the huge monster seize canvas literally filling out my tiny art studio I spend days and hours on end in a sauna overheated flow state and dace making dots or simple lines or tiny symbols with such focused intentionally that I felt as if I could sense my neuro-circuits rewiring itself in my brain. This painting was deep hard work. I literally went systematically year by year combing through my childhood unburying traumas, loss, hurt and self-limiting beliefs. I honored them, felt them, released them, and ritualized their evaporation from my field, while replacing the outdated pain-filled themes with new joy-filled ones. I had several moments of utter bliss, complete loss of sense of time, vast expansiveness into states of consciousness beyond words. I rewired my relationship to my beloved body, money, and time to just mention the three big ones. The pink hand you can see on the left was a historic moment of claiming and maybe for the first time in my life fully inhabiting my own body. How shall I explain that in words??? Artefact is a visual representation and tangible proof that I did what I did: A form of rebirthing beyond anything I thought is possible. This. Is. Who. I. Am. Period.
